Empty

I feel empty. Lost. Nothing else.

I never want to leave Asheville and then I never want to go back. I suppose it's pretty normal, but I hate the change of heart and getting over it.

3 days left. Seeing Van tonight. Not sure about the daytime, but I'm pretty bored.

I hate meeting new people I will only see once.

I'm overjoyed, heartbroken, and unsure about life -- all at the same time.

Apparently, I am not outgoing. I thought I always was. I just don't have confidence sometimes. I need to resolve that.