Healthy eating & exercise has gotten me nowhere.

I was supposed to have lost weight. But no, somefuckinghow, I gained back almost half of my weight I lost. Though, it doesn't seem like it and I have done nothing to have gained it back. I've been working out. WTF. isaf(R_DSfp]90cpvl I hate what my body does. What the fuck is wrong with it? I work hard and I'm still not getting anything done... :/

No more eating and drinking. Okay, as in no more eating, I'm having soup/salad/Healthy Choice frozen entrees and yogurt. That is all... and only when hungry. Eating cannot be part of my life anymore. I'm so pissed off about this. I don't even know what happened. I refuse to gain back any weight. ANY.